You have laid the table well
For those who would feast on sorrows.
You have given trials richly
To those You know must grow.
Yet must this be so?
Can only through the pain,
So very like the pains of death
The gift of wisdsom find its rest?
I am not weak, and bitterness
In me finds little consolation
That it should live or grow
Near to my chest.
Yet even so, I find the
Call to suffer and to suffer well
More cryptic than all the twists of
Gordium. Shall I rest?
I do not think that rest was made for you.
Much wisdom is your stock
And wisdom brings its sweetness and its pain.
Endure and learn.
With time, you shall, I think, find hope
To rise again.